DLSR soon. :D

So tonight I'm going to get my new DSLR camera. I don't know what kind yet, but I'll post when I find out.
And another thing. Tomorrow, we leave right after school, for Florida! For a whole week, which is why I'm getting my present a few weeks early, so I can take it to florida.

So I'll have some posts up later about the new camera! I can't wait. I mean, I know it's not about the camera. It's about the skill, but if you think about a painter. The best painter in the world would paint better with $500 acrylics than with crayola acrylics. It's just common sense, I mean it would still be a master piece, but the $500 acrylic master pieces are much better.

That's a drastic example. But I really can't wait.

Poem- “Away”

Blank slate

And a killer head ache

Take me away from this awful place

Three more days to survive

And I can feel the knives

Nothing self inflicted

Because they’re not even real

But it’s these emotions that force me to feel.

 

I told myself a lie

I sung it a thousand times

I told myself a truth

And buried it deep inside.

The New Beginning

I used to have a blog about my life.  But I got over that, and a friend of mine ran into some problems with hers, it got hacked and it took her forever to get the crap deleted.  So I decided Maybe it’s best to delete my old one too.  It’s rather childish.  And like she said.  It was a heeling process, and that heeling is over. For both of us.  But I still love blogging.  But Now. It’s gonna be a little different. ;)

So my photography has gone through a lot in the past few years.  It used to be very emotional, and it still is, but it’s not as…emo, for lack of a better term.

You don’t want me?, Stab My Back, Rain Rain Go Away

see what I mean? Emo.

I took those in probably the fall of 9th Grade? And I’m a Sophomore in high school now…so a lot has changed. Not that how I was before was bad, but the combination of now being medicated for my ADD, which was just diagnosed last year.  And my doctors going, “Oh shit…wait a minute…this chick has seasonal defective disorder…”  In other words, in the winter when I don’t get as much sun, I get depressed, so therefore Prozac is added to my pill case. In the summer I’m fine. 

Child’s Play

This picture was taken the summer before 8th grade, so as you can see. I didn’t really need it in the summer. (:

It runs in the family.  Just like my asthma (why I have a pill case), and I’ve come to live with it.  It’s just how God made me, but I still take medicine. Because I don’t want to feel like that all the time, and as you can see it affects my art.

They Will Never Know

Model: Chase W.

I took this in October, one of my favorites from 2009.

But that’s enough about my past. Welcome to the present.

She Melts The Snow

Model: Hudson H.

I took this last weekend and despite the cold.  It’s still a positive Picture.

I’ll post more as they come. And I’ve also been working with Film, via art club and since I’m in photo ill now, I’ll have more time to develop them. So when they get here, I’ll be sure to scan some in.

-Suzy